Sigh.. Everything's really very difficult....
... without the presence of trust.. And faith...
And I'm getting tired...
Nothing much said.. Nothing much done..
What can I do?


Tag Replies..

Dubose: Aiya take away already lah. Later saw alr, ask this ask that, I don't wanna entertain that lo ;x
Su Chang: Yaa.. But.. I couldn't throw this away anyhow.. Haha. Thank you anyway! ^^



Went K today. Update tmr. Bye.

我不快乐.. 真的很不快乐...







Tag Replies..
Xrxr: Haha nolaa. Healthy lifestyle you also wanna scold. Lol~
Su Chang: Ahh.. Nola, nobody scolded me. It is just that I've realised that bah :)
Wei Hao: Lol~ Aiya how to fight with you? King Kong leh :x

怎么现在显得我才是那个坏人似的? :/

....... 真对不起哦

One fine day..........
Headed down to the Woodlands Garden to jog with Ky! Hahahaha.

And that Fang Da Tong siao was late! >:[
So jogged my way to Woodlands Garden to slack first. I was sitting by the lake, then there was this auntie sitting beside me and throwing thangs into the pond. I thought she was a lunatic in the first place. But after that, we began chatting lah. Hahahah. Didn't expect myself to chat with a stranger too..

Soon, Ky reached and that auntie left. Ky and I didn't really jogged lah. Just chat and chatttttttt. Then sat down awhile and slacked. Left the place, and off for dinner!

We both ordered Pineapple Rice. Lucky I ate fast lo! Cos there was this lady wearing sleeveless dress without SHAVING her god-damned armpit. Why are so many people not shaving??? Don't they feel weird with hairs sticking out when wearing sleeveless clothings?? AH x.x And I couldn't continue eating after that lah :( haha, thanks Ky for treating me the drink also. Yay :D

Soon after, we went home! Ok picturesssssss... (We look URGH, btw)

LOL ima pig today. Slept for 12hours alr.. Wake up, then went for nap again.
Hahahaha~ Pig life xD

BWAHAHAHA. Hey people, be extra careful when you're smsing somebody else ok? Today I received a missed call, I smsed to ask who it is. And this is the conv...

He/She: "R we going tonite as planned? I've booked the room.. I have also bought the massage oil.." (LOL WAH damn naughty please ;x)
Me: Wrong number lah lol -.-
He/She: Oops sorry

Lol wth lo..

And are there suddenly so many despo asses? Is it cos of the holidays?
Shoo you, Lamerass! Shoo you, someone's cousin -.-!

Yeaaaa, chatted with some peeps today too, gotta keep in touch you see..
ROTTING STOZER! Jiayou laa alright? Don't rot laaaa, you're rotsome enough :x Hahahaha. Kay lah, at least when chatting with you, you still sounds fine. JyJy! ^^ Lol and thanks for leaking all men's secret to me. Haha, suckers :(

TAG REPLIES!!

Xrxrxrxrxrxrxr: HAHA YEA! ^^
Xyxyxyxyxyxy: LOL woo yeaaa! xDxDxD

OKIE BYEBYE! :x

Can you see the playground hidden behind?

Cao Ge also said that he helped Xiao Zhu wrote a song. Xiao Zhu said he like Cao Ge's '單數', and asked him to write something like that song. Hahaha. And Cao Ge really used 單數's music, but changed everything else lah. Cao Ge is vey smart lah, he can manipulate songs. Like his 背叛, he did the same thing: same music, other things all different, and made into another totally different song, which is 被你爱过我很快乐 by 卓文萱. But this song was being changed a lil lah. Don't believe? Here's Cao Ge singing 2 songs mixed together. Bwahahaha~

Soon after singing, the signing ceremony started! xD There wasn't alotta people queueing up for signing leh :( Aiya also good, no nidda queue until kisiao. Hahaha. These are the pictures while queueing up xD!

I was being a dummy when it's my turn laaa :x
AHA! And finally..........

........ TWO SIGNED CONCERT TICKETS! WOO! xD

'Losing your voice screaming for your idol: Priceless'
And it's like so true.

Tag Replies!

Gerald!: Hey! Haha, really? Ahh, there too many people, impossible to bump onto you also. Haha. Ya went there for? ^^

Wei Hao: Hah, yea. Cos I'm keeping my blog low-profile a bit first mah. Hahaha. Yea bah, sort of.. :D


AHHHHHHHH. I WANNA SLEEP ALR LAH! Went jogging with Ky just now lo. Shall blog about it tmr! BYE! ^^

TAGTAG REPLIES! :D

Ellis: Yup, thanks. Linked ya alrrrrr ^^

Ky: Yo Ky. Hahaha. Really thank ya a lot lah! Pretty enlightened ^^ HAHA! Yala. NO MORE PON-ING! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Woo baby this is shiokie.

XiangXianggggg: LOL yalaa. So long alr lo! Bad bro turn good. AHAHA!



BWAHAHA! Ytd went to the i-Pop Concert at Ngee Ann City there to zui CAOGE~! Later also later also.. Go IMM let CaoGe sign the concert tickets. NOW I OWE HUBBIE 168SGD for the concert tics. Omfg... AND OMGGGG I'm actually doing the 'fans-thing'!.. Being present in everywhere your idol will be at.. When I myself so so object to these kinda obssession. Hahahahahaha. But I'm still okok only lah. Heh.

KKKKKKKKK I'LL UPDATE MORE. BYE LAH! :D

P/S: OH AND I BLOODY HELL SAW TYPICAL BEN(CLICK!) AT WISMA YESTERDAY! Hotness.. HAHA HUBBIE :x

WOOHOOOOOOO! ~

It's holidays~ Uhhuh uhhuh it's holidays~ Uhhuh uhhuh~ xD!


Oh, HELLO! Haha. It's holidays! It's holidays! Clap clap people.. Hee.
Ahh.. But don't think it's something to be so elated about la, my June is so occupied with this and that. The only difference is just that I'm outta the daily routine and fixed timetable for 1 month. Ah lah, not bad also lah ;D


Today good lo; go school late, end school early xD Today 7:50am nidda reach school, then 11:10am or something go home. Wah shiiiiiok. Morning went back class for class cleaning, then survey, then go hall listen Mr Loke talk. Quite grateful that he'll evaluate our results and compare and stuffs lo. It's really a boring thing to do lo, everytime after major exams also nidda say to us at least once, tiring lo. Hahaha.

After dismissal, went canteen to do filing! Yay, the last thing I wish to do on Earth!
I hated filing right from the time when I nidda do filing lo :x Hahaha. But nevermind lah, Xiangxiang helped for the January papers xD THANKYOU, XIANGXIANG! Xiang agreed to help without hesitating de lo, good guy ^^ haha, after that talked about BBQ things again.. Hey Bryan, thanks a lot yo'll. You really helped alot alot alottt lah :D

Then.. Chitty chitty chat chat with Gerald Kyrene Shannon awhile also. Don't bear to leave also leh, sure gonna miss them loads. Especially this Shannon ah.. Stay Malaysia nevermind, still lazy come Singapore lo!! >:[ COME FOR CLASS BBQ AH, SHANNON! Haha.

Haha. For this last day of school, I did one meaningful thing, which was attending the CO practice. Hahaha. I didn't practice anything lah, cos I forgot to bring my Pipa nails. Woohoo man. Pipa has got 2 new juniors; 2 new NORMAL juniors. They should be fine in learning lah. Finally see some normal juniors in Pipa lo -.-

Then at CO, zoh boh also. Wth.. Should have brought my nails lah. Lol, so see see look look around lo. Eh wtf to MSLCO lah totally. Fucking Adeline so dao so LOUD today, no wonder lah, someone plucking's SL leh. Sorry I won't give a damn to you at all lo, don't know who the hella chose you also. Plucking still got other people more capable than you de kay, smelly shit -.-

Wtf lo. There's really too too toooooo many people in MSLCO thinking that they're very knowledgeable and very pro about CO stuffs lo. Please, mind your own fucking business and that's enough, come other people instrument here kaypo kamlan siah. Especially Pipa lah, super many kaypo mentors de lo. Oh suckers, step one pro only. You think Pipa so easy, come lah. Say until we Pipa really a bunch of pisai in MSLCO like that _l_l_l_l_l_

Then after practice, nidda gather for debrief. Maybe Huixian still new lah, don't say much. But people put up hand, attend to them lah wth. And what's the whole point of copying down the MSLCO rules?? Eh, no point leh. No point no point no point no point no point no point no point leh. Funny buncha people. And CO people go Dragonboat?? Siao boh. Lucky I really cannot make it for the camp, cos nidda work.. For now, money first. Really wish to see how the freaking boat would be stucked in the middle of nowhere de lo..

Haha. Ok I really didn't expect that quite a number of seniors will approach me for my absence in CO. Didn't expect this thing to be spread until them lo.. Aiya, I will go of course. Still have SYF leh -.- But seriously, I can't stand the whole orchestra anymore..

After CO, go homeee. Bathe, eat, NAPPIE! xD I think I feel the most happy moment in life is napping lo. Don't know why also. Heee. After nappie, meet meet Ky. Serious talk seh, today. Yo, Dubose! Thank you so much. I think what you said really enlightened me a lil lah. Good time today :D And also Congratulations to you! For being nominated as the Vice-President of Choir ah! ^^



HAHA kay lah. Upload some pictures. Anyhow one ah ^^

Aw aw! Sec3 Camp at Bukit Timah there. This is the day view of the quarry at our campsite. A very nice and relaxing place.. Sigh.. I really really miss Hanwei Hanwei a lot D': Happy NS, Hanwei!


These 2 pictures are the nightview of the quarry. Really dark over there.. My scariest experience of all.. Which is walking in the forest which is totally pitch dark.. I'm afraid of darkness lo -.-

The view from my living room. Cool yea? Love that evening..

Evening view from my room :D

Slacking with Ky. Oh god, we actually sat at a very awkward place lo. But I like it, because there's serenity there lah.. Somehow?

Ok lah, byebye (:

Ah.. You just kept coming.. And coming..

Hello~ This few days are shittily fine :D

Sunday was a happy and stupid day. Happy because I was out with Mummy! And Erkorkor! And Papa! to IMM. Haha. Erkorkor wanna get new phone. Sony Ericsson also de. Wth lo, 5.0 megapixels -.- Then abit of touchscreen also. Wah, luxury :x After taking phone, Papa left. The left we 3 shop shop. Erkorkor is a freaking 17year-old-looking 23year-old Navy guy. Haha. He has got a happy heart, I wanna learn from him lah..

Monday was Vesak Day.. Met HubbHubb! Catch a movie, What Happens in Vegas. Quite nice lah, like it like it. Haha. Couldn't remember much alr leh :x

Tuesday got schoooool. Stupid lah, cannot remember also le -.- Just remembered about POA lesson. Mr Pradeep asked for volunteers but there's no one volunteering as expected. So he asked me, ''the person whom not only brings joy to the whole class but also to me''. Lionel is being called up too, he's the Chief Cashier and I'm the Petty Cashier. These are POA terms lah, not because I'm a petty pussy ok *winks to YOU* xD

LOL ok this is the dumbest thing. We've to wear this thing on our foreheads -.- BWAHAHA. Mr Pradeep asked me to add the 'R' to the word 'Petty' ok! HAHA. Then.. I got bored and drew on the whole damn thing. Haha, POA is fun sometimes lah. SOMETIMES.

Wednesday! School is quite good. Haha. Cos I managed to talk to Lionel seriously and not mocking each other. Lol. And Vincyyyy! :x My leng-mian-xiao-jiang! Freaking cute guy. Haha.

Met Keling too! Oh finally, oh finally. But we both were very tired lah, so both also a bit retarded. Hahaha. Bought 2 tops and 1 bottom. Totally wasted my money leh. Wah I really cannot shop when I'm tired -.- When going back home, nearly have problems with a malay motorcyclist lo wth. Laolan one, buang tio people also you at fault lo dumb -.- People crossing road, then he still purposely ride faster lo! Wth then I slowly walk lah. Then when reached the centre of the road nidda wait to cross road, he bloody hell stopped beside me lo. Then see see look look, then I cross road he went off. Then when reach my block, he's bloody hell at my void-deck lo -.- Stupid laolan de.

Thursdayyyyy.. Today lah. Went school without Kaileng and Kyrene cos I was late. Lalalaa and lalala. Nothing much happened lah. Just that during Chem, maybe Ms Ng also angry until abit dont know what also.. There're 2 baskets in frontta me, will block teachers way if they wanna write something on the board lah. Then Ms Ng straightaway ask me the 2 baskets put there, teachers how to walk. Ya I agree, but also not I place it there one, don't think it's the correct way to say lah.

Hmm, last period took back our report books. Like shit like that. Sigh.. Nevemind, end-of-year! Ms Ng talked to me and Yueting too. Lol laaa. So embarrassing man.. I cried lo bloody hell. I didn't expect tears to be dropped in frontta Ms Ng -.- Lol, Alan is super sweet cos he gave me tissue papers xD

Ok, Ms Ng is right. My life's a mess now, but I just feel tired of solving them. And I guess the reason of me being so easily agitated and easily pissed, is also because I'm currently feeling very vexed about my life, everything and everybody. It's been like this for very very long already... And I think it'll be very hard to get outta this situation. Decisions.. Must be made as soon as possible...

Tomorrow's the last day of school! Lun ah.. Lun ah... xD During the June Holidays I'll be busy too lo. Study, project, camps, work, exercise, relac relac. Wah so many things like that. Drawn out my schedule like I always did, and I'm so occupied lah T.T Ahh nevermind. I'll try to make this holiday a fruitful one! :D Just hope that I don't get sick and stuffs lah..

OK I'M DONE, BYEBYE! ^^

P/S: Shannon can kill a flying mosquito with his sisscors-fingers :O OMG LAH.

Probably it's an Yes, to your last question.

TAG REPURLIES! ~

Ok I'm seriously pissed today. Oh god pissers everywhere..

Got back my results. It was excellently shitty. Was expected also lah, cos I didn't treat this mid-year seriously also. I'll show you my combined results lah.

English 49.3/100 (HAHA! GOD-DAMMIT I FAILED THIS!)
Chinese 65.4/100
EMath Still dont know cos there's changes.
AMath 36.1/100 (Not bad what...)
Chem 56.7/100
Phy 48.2/100
POA 56.8/100
Combined Humans 55.1/100


Ok shuddup people. I know how I did for mid-year, end-of-year will be better.
So.. Shuddup.

Ma asked about my results. She's smart enough to know that I did badly, because normally I would jump happily to her showing my results. And yea, as expected, I got reprimanded; and she said as if my grades were shitty right from small when I started taking exams. What the fuck. Exam results good, also no compliments from her at all.. No rewards at all.. Exam results not good.. Scold until like that.. Ok seems like none of my hardwork had been recognised by my parents. Eh.. I need encouragements from you people also de ok -.-

Pa is another ass. Shittily shitted shitty shit. Let's not talk about him.

Went cwp to buy some things. I enjoyed shopping alone more & more, but not for all shoppings lah. I'm not a loner, neither am I an anti-social..

As waiting for bus to go home, saw Lionel. He's nice lah. Didn't understand why I really treated him like shit when in Pri 6. It's really tiring & stupid to be a devil, I had really learnt from it. But I still couldn't remove the acids on my tongue :x

Reached home, bath, watch tv, eat dinnar, feed dog, received call from XiangRong & Alan, go down to bball court...

Reached bball court.. Stupid Andika put aeroplane. Haha. Wahh.. The feeling of sitting at the bball court is so nice.. So long didn't feel this extend of relaxation alr lo.. Weee ^^ Haha.

Chatted quite a bit lah.. Love's a shit by nature, ya? Hahaha. Asses with love problems. Haha. Anyway thank you, cute peeps, for asking me down. If I were to continue staying at home, I will really go berserk. So... Thanks guys :)

Homed. Pissed again. OBVIOUSLY I'm not in the mood of joking alr. Is the obvious things not obvious enough? Why aren't the obvious things noticed? -.-


WAHHHH seriously I really cannot stand people forgetting/don't give a damn in continuing/changing the subject we were talking about previously. It just shows that you are simply treating the conv as nothing lo, what else? Maybe really forget.. But where got everytime one? Lol ahhhhhh~

Eh I'm very sick of these alr, people. Guess from now on I shall stop taking initiatives in jio-ing, in doing something for someone/many many someones. Speaking frankly I don't feel appreciated, machiam I'm sucha bugger. No point doing so many when people don't even noticed or appreciated. It's always oh memememememememe. I'm really tired of this alr.. Especially you ah.. Don't worry.. I'll still help people whom really needs it or appreciates it.


Why does it seems like I'm always bugging for meeting up with you? Why does it always seems like you'll not talk if I don't start prompting you to talk? Why am I always the one making the first move? Why is my very own bf doing the same things, when I myself will feel angry whenever other people's bf did it to me? Why can't you give me face, at least? Why are you asking me to stop doing something that you don't like, when you're still doing something that I don't like? Do you even care about how I feel? Why do I see no trust between us at all alr? Why aren't the things that I had pointed out being improved? You don't bother, is it? Why aren't you realising the change in us? Why aren't you doing something? Why aren't you understanding what I'm trying to bring across everytime when something happened? What's left there between us? Can you feel that I'm feeling really exhausted alr? Can you really see how much confusions, how much disappointments, how much unsatisfaction, how much vexness in me? Do you know how much the insecurity there is in me now? Sometimes I feel that we're so from different worlds.. We're from different streams of classes; not saying what, just that you may not understanding what I'm going through. I don't go clubbing, I don't smoke, I don't have those extreme night-lifes, I hang out with people that are more obedient. Do you know how uneasy I feel when your friends are around? I feel so inferior.. I feel as if I'm such an obedient & nooby nerd when I'm with you and your friends. Sometimes I'm really feeling scared because of the gap in us. We've been together for so long alr.. These problems are also not arised just recently, its been there for quite some time alr.. I'm just keeping mum. I'm afraid that you'll scold me.. I'm afraid that you'll say that I'm being unreasonable.. I'm scared that too much of these, you'll feel sick. You're one lucky boy with happiness, sometimes certain things you really couldn't understand, and I don't know how to continue in how I feel.. Because what you'll say is that I'm being too pessimistic or I'm thinking too much.. You're not helping.. I really don't know why are all these questions popping in my mind now.. I don't wish to have an ending either, moreover we've been through so much.. But as Gerald said, '' You can give without loving, but you can never love without giving.. '' Maybe you are giving certain things literally, but certain things, you're not... I'm not being demanding here. These are the basic things that I need.. I'm still a typical girl that needs all these, I'm not as strong person afterall.. Although I may seem all hyped-up and stuffs, or maybe I look strong to you.. I don't know.. Sigh.. Bebe.. I love you.. Maybe more than how much you know.. But these things are so repeatedly affecting it.. Bebe.. It's getting shaky.. I cannot be the one doing all these alone.. I need your help.. Seriously...

Tag Replies.

KeLing: Kampong WuGui Po! Lol wth I still can remember your cute name. Hahaha, thanks ^^ Whoaa.. Really excited for Tuesday lahhhh.. Miss you lo -.-

Gerald!: Sigh.. Yup you're right.. But sometimes I really feel fedup with those. Hmm, yea. I will cherish. Thanks dude, love you laaa! :)


Ok I really have to stop. Such a long post today.. Bye.

Labels: Pissy pussy posty

Helloooo..

Yay~ New boyfriend new boyfriend.
My new boyfriend is still a pig with sexy lips. Hee..

Alright. These few days I'm not having a good life too...

Received a heart-wrecking news that Feng Lao Shi, my dearest instructor of Plucking Section, left MSLCO... I'm currently still trying very hard to pick myself up from this.. She meant too much to me..

She's someone that had a lot of experience; not only in music, but also in life.. She's someone that possessed a strong sense of humour too; she's a bit like me in terms of being exaggerating sometimes lah, like doing those actions and describing things. Lol, all for a good laugh and no bad intentions definitely. She taught me a lot of things as well... In music, in life..

However, she's someone to be fearful sometimes.. She's very hot-tempered; she'll expect you to get it right after correcting or teaching, or else she would really scare the shit outta you.. Haha.

Remember the times when the whole plucking section would stop practicing after less than 1hr of practice, and listen to Feng Lao Shi telling us her encounters in life.. Every story is interesting, and there ought to be something learnt after each stories. She would say some real-life examples to let us further understand our mistakes.

Remember the times when everybody will siam whenever Feng Lao Shi was approaching to our instruments, cos she'll be correcting out mistakes & 'solve problems' with us regarding the score, the fingurings, and the way we should play it. And this is when if did not pay attention enough, she'll blow her temper. Hahahaha..

Remember the time when I had the most valuable last-minute lesson with Feng Lao Shi concentrating on my solo part. I had never been to this extend of indulgence in music during normal practice sessions before. I have to thank Feng Lao Shi for her skills in totally bringing me into the story of that solo part.. I really felt the feeling of music that time.. But I'm very sorry... For failing in delivering the story of the solo part through music.. I failed.. I'm sorry..

I didn't expect you to leave so hastily.. Without even informing us.. Or at least hinting us...
I have your number, but I couldn't call you, because I know I will cry.. It'll be dumb.
Yup, like what Hubb said.. You'll always be my teacher.. Just that you won't be teaching in MSLCO's Plucking Section anymore...

I don't see any point of going to CO anymore...
Bye Seniors, bye instructor.. What's left there?
Bondless orchestra, difficult juniors.. Wtf _l_

* Don't ask for something that I cannot get from you in return.

HAPPY OH HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDIKA KORKOR & STOZERASSSSS! ^^

HEY, BABE.
Congratultions to you, you had completely disgusted me. You are totally ignorant about your surroundings, and how other were actually reacting to your actions alr. Totally pissful _l_


HELLOOOOOOO... School is exceptionally tired for me. Got back A math paper too. Remember the result that I estimated that I'll get? It's a maximum of 35/100. And guess what, I REALLY GOT A 35/100! LOL bloody zun. Kinda glad that I got the maximum mark that I estimated lah. Haha. Well, no more slacking alr I promise. Shall really prove to myself that I can make it de! Hahaha. AND MR CHEW IS THE COOLEST MAN ON EARTH :D

During Lit class.. Ms Wati told us about the Literature mid-year exam statistics and also the English Paper one. Like LOL? lah, when Ms Wati said that among the 20 Lit students, there are only 5 passes. She later corrected that it was actually 8 failures. WAHLAO. The difference very big lo -.- And she's the one that set the English papers too, she'd also seen the results for all three classes. She told us that she made one of the two choices of the English Letter-Writing to be a BOGUS! BOGUS MANNNNN! She bloody hell included a bogus in our exam -.-

Soo.. Because of the bogus shit, Kyrene & I started crapping on how to revenge. It was GOD-DAMNED funny. Kyrene, XiaoYin and I were laughing like mad lo. Hahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaa!
Soon after our longggg & evil crappings, Ms Wati is back with her lappie. She wanna show us To Kill A Mockingbird's movie clip. It was a rather old film, but we're interested because well, we read the book lah. Hahaha. JEM IS SUPER HANDSOME xD I think Atticus was very very masculine also lo! Scout looks like a boy :x But..... The movie maker reshuffled some of the details of the book lah. So yeaaa.. A bit confusing.

It's very stupid for the rest of the lessons. Oh oh, Mr Pradeep released us 10min earlier. Good to have teachers like that lo xD Plus I think he's really pissed with us alr. MUAHAHA.

OKAYYYYYYYYYYYY.. I WANNA NAP ALREADY! MEETING HUBBIE LATER!
BYEBYE LO!

Labels: ''Are you a pisser?''

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, HORNY ONGIE!
Hahaha. Birthday pressie will be given when I had mine from you. Oh lol, sucker. Exams over alr, confirm must meet de ah. Haha xD



HELLO, HUMAN BEINGS! Today went to school stupidly for the ' Games-Carnival-Cum-Mini-Sports-Day '. The name for it is stupid enough, so apparently it's a stupid event.

OH! OUR DEAR NAZIRARA IS BACK!!! I was so thrilled when I saw her lah! It's been a month or so, and finally you're back.. Thought I wouldn't see you again lo.. x'(

Hmm, really planned to slack throughout the day. But well, peeps from Aquila asked if I could join and play the Floorball game. Because the Aquila team that got into the finals has got not enough people. If they still could not get a full team, they'll straightaway get disqualified I think, then Polaris would just get 1st without playing the game. Lol, with this situation, how could I reject them man -.- Then just go lo. Anyway Floorball is quite a relaxing game lah :X

Played as defence then. I believe there are some rules & regulations regarding the positions in frontta the goal; cos we're simply stationing people squating right in frontta the goal, how to shoot? Lol -.- But nevermind.. Aquila is lucky enough, we manage to score when the game just started. So, just by preventing the Polaris to score, we can win the match lah.

Haha. And yup, Aquila won, we've got the 1st position. The hardwork made by the Aquila girls (not me -.-) paid off. They had a continuous 4days training together lo, pretty amazed by that. And meee.. Last minute heng heng then join, get the medal also abit paiseh lo :x

Hahaha, after the game, went to find those peeps in the canteen. Was thinking about something lah, not emo okayyyy.. Lol. Kyrene Tan the ugly hair (:O) bloody hell scare me with a god-damned TRANSPARENT FROG in the magazine lah. I was so dumb. She deliberately covered that frog with her LitLit book and I didn't noticed it lo! Screamed man.. SCREAMED! Ahhhh x.x

After much slacking, it's time for the Upper Secondary Mass Run Walk. It's freaking dumb man, almost the whole school yo & yo throughout the journey. Nobody gave a damn. After that slack in canteen againnn...

Oh.. *Fast forward fast forward* After everything, it was the Prize-Giving Ceremony. HOT LIKE HELL PLEASEEEE.. So pervertic lo the school, made us sit under the red hot sun -.- But nevermindddd.. It's Miss Beatrice Chong that gave us the medals, that's more like it man :x


Went home after school. Took a bath, eateateat, and NAPPIE! Until 4plus when I'm suppose to meet Kyrene. Blablablublublu~ Got some small gifts for some lovely ladies that are somehow related to me. Heh. Felt happy lah. Cos I'm gonna be Santa againnnnn xD And I felt kinda stupid, because I missed my beloved Andika's pressie for his birthday TOMORROW! Ahh, nevermindddd.. Make it a belated one then ):

Went home rather early, cos I had stomachaches. Safer to go home early as I can't bring myself to use toilets outside. It's so.. urghh.. -.- Got home and watched ch8. Hahaha. Cos 3 peeps from our school took part in one of the Chinese Language Competition thing. Haha. Very proud of them lah. And just nice I can fa hua chi lah :x

Getting back result tomorrow, i guess.. DOOMSDAY -.-
Tomorrow's also the track events lo. Hopefully I can go and support my babes. GOGO, GIRLS!
MEETING HUBBIE PIG TOMORROW TOO! Oh hahaha :D

BAAAA! ~ OKOK BYEBYE PEOPLE!

HAPPY MUMMYs' DAY!~ :D


Hahaha. I think it's more of a celebration for me lo. Whole day eat ho-liao de. Heh :x Lunch would be with my family, cos Mama Tan will need to go to work at evening. Dinner would be with Ah Ma and relatives. AH I miss my cousins ):

Just celebrated with own family, at homeeee. Celebrations are always so simple for us, cos it's really hard to gather everbody together ): Called the Golden Pillow Delivery. Very very very nice! Their vegs is like so delicious lor! xD Heaven man.. Heaven..

For dinner, went to wdl Blk834 to eat. Waited for around 1hr for the food to be served lo! Was like crapping all the way with my 2 lovely cousins xD However, I don't think it was a very enjoyable dinner lah. Everybody like sian sian de. Only Biao Jie, Biao Di and me hyper only. Biao Di was being stupidly stupid, and Biao Jie was being stupidly sarcastic lah. Hahahaha. So many people missing too ): If 2nd Bro was here, sure damn fun de. Mum's not there too lah..

Eat eat eattttt.. Everything was okok lah. Just that I love the Herbal Chicken and the soup a lot a lot. Nice nice yo'll.. Left after eating, and had to disperse with my dearest cuzzies :( Uncle sent me and Ah Ma homeee.. Sent Ah Ma home also. Hahaha. Went home and basically did nothing lo.


Bwahahaha. The only picture with Biao Jie!

(Omg this entry should be posted 2days ago, midnight lo -.-)
HAHA. Here again to reply my xoxo's tags.

Kyrene: LOL. Ah lah, Ducks lah.

Gerald: HAHAHA! Duckers. It's more civilised this way, yea? xD

PASSER: Oh, haha. Thanks.


Ok, I'm lying. Actually I feel like blogging more :x

Heh. Really wanna thank those who really really cared. You guys rocks man. I really felt so much better with all the concerns. I guess I shall really learn how to take care of myself alr. Health is the most important thing afterall :D

Ahhh. CO's resuming on Wednesday. Kinda happy lah, cos I really misses my Pipa a lot. But.... No more nothing-to-do's weekdays ): CO's stuckup-ness, is another thing I couldn't tahan. I love CO, but not definitely not MSLCO. Blehhhhhhhhh :x Hahaha, anyway.. I'm just there to play music, nothing else ok? xD

Haha. I really don't wanna go school on Monday. The program is totally crappy. Should had taken MC lo, ah lah wasted alr. sTo0piiD qiiNx qiiNx w0rHx.

EH! I'm bored leh. Hubb's asleep. Which means there'll be no one showing lotsa lotsa Youtube vids to me to kill my time. Cos there's no other Youtubers lahhh..


Eh Hubb, I miss you leh ):



OH CRAPPPPP! Suddenly feel like eating ballball at Jurong or something so much lah. Really nice de I tell you.. So much better than Pasar Malam de. Ahhhhhh.....



LOL. Random ass. BYEBYE!

Oh, Hi.

Today at noon, woke up and prepared to meet Mum after her work at Marsiling MRT to see doc. The waiting is really unbearable, but Mum entertained me with kiam-pa jokes lah. She's rather fun sometimes x] And thanks Mum, sacrificing her resting time for me. Really thank you a lot, Mum (:

When it was my turn, suddenly I was so relaxed lah. Cos the doctor is very nice? Haha. Hmm, did a urine test, got full marks. HAHA, joking :X The test report is rather shocking, even the doctor is shocked lah. She even more shocked when she discovered that I'm only 15 -.- Made me feel so bad lah.

LOL ok, apparently I don't feel like blogging EVERYTHING out. Alright, just gonna say, the normal uhhuh is 5, mine is >2000. Pretty amazing yea? What a satisfying statistic :O Hmm, and I'm referred to KK Hospital, to see a specialist, for a more detailed checkup. Seriously I'm so getting sick with my health problems lah. Sigh.. I know, it's me that caused them...

After seeing the doc, went Marsiling MRT to meet friends, went town, very happy.

Back to Woodlands: bought out Bubb Tea, Kyrene bought her gifts for people, and the shoppings. Hahaha. Contented xD


Bloody fucking ducks, get a life please. I'm not entertained, I'm not feeling happy about it, I'm wayyy pissed, and I'm feeling so stupid. To think that by doing this, you'll feel better, and it'll keep going on like last time. But forget it, we've done our part, we've showed out sincerity, it is you that chose to do shallow things, don't ever let me see you emo-ing about something that is really crappy. We did it outta good intentions, and this is how you showed your appreciations. Thank You so much, for showing us that there's no point. And what's your intentions for bringing him? Afraid that you'll be left out? Or probably.. Something worse? I don't know, I was just assuming. Said that it was a Girls' Day out alr, mind you.

Alright, 2nd thing I'm pissed with.. Ahh.. Nevermind. It's the same usual stuffs basically. I don't know, but I just couldn't stand this kinda nonsense. Firstly, there's no point. Secondly, apparently people don't like it. Thirdly, people obviously are entertaining it. Fourthly, it's wayyy CHILDISH. Most impotantly, it's highly not constructive because it's not in a win-win situation: you like it, but people don't.

3rd thing, think about yourself before commenting. So many people were saying about that alr. Self-reflections needed here, seriously. Someone unexpected person even said that you're disgusting. Self-reflection, please.

Ahh.. It's ok. We've seen someone that appreciates these, kinda elated too. Maybe it's you, and it cannot be changed. I respect that. But certain things, you really got to THINK, before acting. Now I've said so much, I'm not sure if you'll see this, but I just hope that you could do something about it. Your actions is clear enough, and so I hereby promise that this will be the last time..

Ok, tag replies.

Xrxr: Haha. Come M3 lo :X

Geraldddd: Hahaha. Wah, you go compare? I always don't care de lor :x Alright alright, shall act more wisely next time. LOL! Printed Circuit Board. Ah lah. Sensitive short-forms man. Haha.

Amanda: Thanks yo'll


Now, to the other issue.
Come to think of it, I'm put in a rather difficult position. I'd rather the person to be involved to only be me, rather than other people. I feel better this way.. Well... Honestly speaking.. I really do miss those days...

Ok, I shall end this post. Tmr will be a happier entry, I promise (:
Bye~

Labels: Birds of the same feathers flock together _|_

Okay, Hubb is very good to me ytd. POWER SMOOCH TO YA! x3

ARGHHHH~ I'm bored lah. Tmr outie with KyreneTen d/o Father Ten xD
* Pukesss * I'm drinking not-the-normal-SWEET-and-nice Barley Drink that Mama Tan made. I don't have a choice, but to drink it ): Mama Tan says the barley is from China and not from the angmoh countries or something, that is why it tastes different. She says this kinda barley will help in my i-don't-know* as well.. Hope it really does.. Cos it's way terrifying..

Boo~ Mood-killer.
Tag replies!

Shannon: LOL. I think that's not all lor :/ Just can think of those off-hand. Hehs. Oh yupyup. Hey dude, you're better than me lor! I'm more owned than you lah D:

Gerald: OOOOOPS. Okie okie. Corrected it alr. Thanks! ^^ Mrs Guitar spelt it wrongly lor wth :x

Ahh.. BYE!~

Man~ I might as well die -.-

Labels: Actually, I just want to be healthy

WHOOOOOOOOOOSH! Finally my mid-year exam will be over by tmr!! Tmr's POA POA POA! After that I'll be freeeeeee! xDD

I wanna have as much fun as possible until the release of the results. Had a rough idea of how my results would be in mind alr..

My English is always not as good de lah, a pass would be enough for me. As for my Chinese, it's quite disappointing. 'cause I could not really finish my Chinese Paper 2 that I'm rather confident in. Humanities, SS is always shitty and Literature is deproving. I don't know why. And it's very disheartening lahhhhh! D': A Math, maximum score I can get is 35/100, let's not talk about it -.- E Math, paper 1 was super easy, but paper 2 not confident at all lah; my brain's not working today -.- My Sciences, ah lah disappointing also. Chemistry is so sick! Physics is better lah..

Brrr.. See that? There's NONE that I'm confident in. "Cui ah cui ah~"

Sort of regret now lah. Cos I didn't treat this mid-year seriously at all.. Kept thinking of having fun only ): I can picture that my End-of-year would be quite a struggle for me lah. Really feeling scared now. Giving up of subjects would not be any of my choices lah. Just got to keep holding on to it, and let go if I really tried my very best for it.



AHHHHHHHH.. This is so saddening.
Okaiiiiiiii~ Now put on a smile! :) And I'll post about some happier things. Heh.

Seems like there are some BIG dates recently lah. Well, my cute Navy-guy Brother's birthday falls on Labour's Day (which had alr passed, I know). That day, eat birthday birthday cake and went out immediately for Amath chionging session alr. Pressie also haven't give, feel so bad lah ):

Hmm, tmr tmr! Big day also! Last day of mid-year :x HAHA! And also my 18th Month Anniversary with Hubbie Pig lah! Eh not bad not bad ah, Hubbie ;)
Gonna go K with Hubb! K for Ktv, not KyreneTan not Knn.
BWOHOHO. Inside joke, pardon me.
Heh. THURSDAYYYYY!
It's SHANNON TAY YONG HUI aka BENGBENG aka HUNKIEHUIHUI aka GAYGUY aka SHASHA GONGZHU's birthday! LOL :x Enjoy ah! :D
Lastly, SUNDAYYYYYY~ It's Mama Tan's Day.. Still thinking what to give her lo :/


Arghh.. I'm seriously very very very worried about my hair lah. My friend just noticed that there's one portion of my head on top that is rather bald lah. I really felt like crying when I see the picture that I took for it lor!!! I didn't know about this all along. Now I don't even know what I should do now D': I DON'T WANT TO BE BALDDDD! Plus I'm only 15 -.- Guess I shall stop styling my hair, stop sleeping at late hours every night, and stop giving myself stress :/ Which meansssss... Life would be wayyyy miserable for me zzz

Heh heh~ Allow me to list out everything that I wanna do after mid-year!

1) Meet up with unreachable friends ):
2) Go K! Go K!
3) SWIM SWIM SWIM!
4) Badmintonnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
5) SHOPPING! Window shopping also good.
6) Basketball with that basketball gang xD
7) SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!



BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA! And I found out something. It's called the Shit Theorem. Shit prevents human beings from thinking.

Evidence 1: Kyrene Tan Incident-X.
Evidence 2: I haven't shit for days and it results in my brain not working during my Emath paper2 D:

HEH! It's a THEOREM*! So nobody can change it! LALALALALALALA~ ^^
Alrighttttttt... Shall blog till here, it's getting too random.


ALRIGHT! TAG REPLIES!

Gerald: EXACTLY LAH! Make me so pekcek lor!

Alan: EH you think your mole sexy than can say me bulldog ah huh! :O

Msrenerenex: Oh MARVellous lah youuu.. Aiyerr, so tiko. Bio, bio and bio. Me perfect view ah.. Too bad I'm not interested only.. So wasted hor? Ahh, too bad too bad.


GOOOOOODBYE!
mUaCkXz nNdx lUrBbx.

Ahhh.. Tmr is E math paper 2. Relax, baby xD

Having exams in the hall is a total crap. It is so so soooo hot in there and so many distractions. Arghh.. Why don't the school install air-cons in the hall for god's sake. Machiam sauna lah T.T And there's my freaking index number written using the freaking chalk that the freaking careless me kept freaking dirtied my freaking hands with :O:O:O:O

I really love my mugging friends and classmates alot. Alotttttttttttt... Alotttttttttttttttttttttt.... :D

My A math paper is hell. The maximum mark I can get is 35/100 -.- How pathetic is this.. BUT! Will keep trying and trying until end-of-year exam lah, cos I love Mr Chew. Haha~ Cos I need A math lah.

My dog's seems to be getting old. And it's very worrying. So many problems with regards of his health is arising. The worse thing is that he can't speak, and we don't know what's wrong with him :(


Heh. And tags will be replied here from now on. 'cos my tagboard will get so messy with my replies! xD

Xrxr: Aww.. Yupyup. You jiayou too! ^^ Your math is better than me de ah! Don't throw face throw face ah! Haha~


Oh crap, I'm getting so so random O.O!
Allow this to be the worse entry alright? :x





What's left there? Nothing much, I suppose?

Labels: fall, Scooters, vacation

Greetings, ducks. I'm finally back to blogging. Basically because I'm getting real bored going online doing nothing and yea, created a blog again.

BOTTOMS LURP! :D
Let's hope I'll curse less in this new blog and make this a sweet & lovely blog :O

Alright, gotta mug.


THIS MID-YEAR'S A TOTAL CRAP! x'D