Wednesday, April 29, 2009 @ 8:07 PM
Pick or throw;
which?
Now I'm hangin' in mid-air,
fearing of the ground,
and yearning for the hands..
I felt that my grip was strong, then;
'cos I was surrounded by distractions.
But I was feeling all hangin', now;
'cos I'm lack of something to keep me busy with.
Pick me up, please.
I'm feeling the tension of the string,
connected from your hands and me.
I don't want it to snap,
oh please, don't let it snap.
I want to read your mind.
I want to read your heart.
I want to know what you wanted.
I want to be the one.
I'm tired of the mind games.
All of you, yes, every one of you,
quit the mind games with me.
I'm tired of guessing & wondering,
which just brings me to nowhere.
People, let's be true.
I want truth, I want definite answers.
Stop hiding, stop faking.
I'm sick & tired of all these.
Help me, I want to be happy again.
Monday, April 27, 2009 @ 4:42 PM
Woohoo!
It's the very first time I'm so free on a Monday after so many years. Hm, but kinda not used to it uh. Alright, I shall blog about some of the past happenings :D
17th April, Friday! :D
Our class went for the CATS Musical that evening. It may be a lil profound to understand, but roughly I can manage to guess what's the musical about lah. Hahaha.
Well, the ''cats'' really do have powerful and solid voices, it's impressive lah. And yeah, it's not lacking of interaction with audiences. Ok lah overall, find it a great musical xD
I love the Superstar cat the most lah, so charming lorrrrr [though idk how he's like w/o the fake broad shoulders and the thick cat make-up]. HAHA. And I guess the song ''Memories'' caught everybody's attention as it's a really touching song at that scene. Guess you can find certain scenes from Youtubeee yaw!
So yeah, that day was rather a hectic day for us as most of us had our CCA and some having to attend motivational talk or something. Rush rush rushing like crazy. Some peeps didn't attend the musical lo, cos no Edusave :( I just don't like having the feeling of people missing lah. Lol. But Suchang joined us! xD
Took pictures with the besing makciks + Hisyam along the Marina Bay. It's evening and the environment really charmed me. Aw!
This is the photo whereby I got sooo surprised by Auntie Sharitta and Auntie Fatin laaa. By the end of a count of 3, I received a peck from Sharitta on my right cheek and a peck from Fatin on my left cheek. AHHHHHH!!! And I got stunned for a few seconds when they're like ''Eh what sial, normal what''. I swear it's the first time that any friends kissed me lah, mah gud!
This is the girl that's sitting right behind me, Nerd-tuh-syia is her name!
Nerddd, Big Headdd, His-Yam. 
(Nerd + Big Head + His-Yam) + Tongue. 
Kite sama sama bodoh, tapi kau macam lagi bodoh uh! HAHA.
18th April, Saturday!
Went MCO in the morning. I really wanna learn Fei Tian lah, it's sucha nice song ): And I realised MCO is filled with talented players lo.
Went MCO in the morning. I really wanna learn Fei Tian lah, it's sucha nice song ): And I realised MCO is filled with talented players lo.
See this girl, nowhere close to the right image of a Pipa player lo! Haha!
Cut you, cut you, cut you!!
Later that day, head over to Ky's crib for a stayover! Finally had a stayover after saying it for so long lo. Was a rather peaceful one, no much noise, no much nonsense. Lol! We're both too tired uh. 
The following day, head to Kaileng's house for her birthday celebration. There's buffet lah, haha. Lied to Kaileng that her present was actually a packet of colour papers, and she believed lahhh. Lols.
21st April, Tuesday!Finally it's the long-awaited day for CO and Choir, it's our SYF!
I wore slippers to school as it's raining in the morning. Head to the AVA Room after the morning flag-raising ceremony and etc. Went down to the canteen to have breakfast with the rest before going back for a last combined practice.
On our bus trip to SCH.
Junior Joanna! Her trademark is really her pure Malaysian accent. Hahaha!
Joanna's one of the few juniors that I adore uh. It's incredible uh, when I first started disliking her. As time goes by, I then realised that she's someone very true and straightforward, which in turn creating humour here & there everytime.
Reached SCH, saw some seniors! While waiting for our turn to use the Tuning Room, our former Plucking section instructor, Feng Lao Shi, was on the 2nd floor waving to us. I teared the moment I saw her lah....... :( She's someone that made quite a big impact in my life. In the Tuning Room, had a short practice after tuning. Luckkkkkkkkkily my string snapped while in the Tuning Room lah. Cos we forgot to bring the extra Pipa along as back up, it's extra panicking for me cos I break my strings really easily. Really need to thank Cai Lao Shi that day man!
When on stage, it's like the most stable and calm experience for me, I always get nervous easily. Ahhh it's really a great moment on stage man! xD Mr Low is an impressive conductor, really.
Waited for the result in the hall and the tension and suspense was really killing me. That is why the moment of knowing our result is extra awesome lah.
On our bus trip back!
Big smile.
Big smile!
Sad face ):
Cos no more Pipa....
GO GO, MSLCO! xD
Probably I've put my feelings aside so much
that I'm feeling double the pain now..
I need you.
An zua ah ni buey ah gah eh ah?
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 @ 8:32 PM
Hey readers!
After a longgg drag of blogging and editing the previous entry, I shall keep you guys updated again yeah.
So yeah, guess one of the happening events of the year had just ended, which is the SYF. I'm glad to announce that MSLCO obtained a Gold medal this time round. Well, I must say, MSLCO again amazed most of the people uh. We're always improving at a great speed towards the end, and achieving stunning results. I won't say it's something good either, cos we were supposed to be improving from the start, am I right?
We've met with quite a few challenges; insufficient players for the grand & powerful choice piece of ours, having many young players in the orchestra, and more. But yeah, one of the seniors that was present during our SYF performance commented that, our music sounds surprisingly strong and powerful despite the little amount of players on stage! Hahaha, something to cheer about yea? :D
But again, during the SYF performance, it still wasn't our best uh. I felt that the combined practice that morning before SYF was the best. It's ok yeah, a lot of unexpected things might happen on stage. Good job, guys! :D
The whole CO stayed back at the concourse for a small celebration for our achievement. KFC and pizzaaa!!! The whole atmosphere is full of joy and closeness, you can see people gathering to chit-chat, people gathering to play games, people crapping around and having fun. So juniors, if you guys want to celebrate your hearts out like this again, do work hard and get great achievements again, alright!
Some lovely juniors are just so sweet lah!!! Yes, I'll come back and find you guys ok! No worries about that :D I swore I nearly teared when this someone spoke to me in that kinda tone.. And I swear, I really couldn't bear to leave MSLCO... :'(
Juniors, now that the baton is passed to you, do continue to pass it on, keep the race going, alright? Well wishes to the all of you! JIA YOU!
@ 4:48 PM
[supposed to be posted on 20April]
HELLO.
Alright, this is gonna be another masssss update.
Hmm, I'll start from the March Break? Which is 16th March, Monday!
So.. CO Camp is from 16-18 March, Mon-Wed.
Overall, it's rather a fun camp lah. Hahaha.
Great to see some alumni back! :D
And Zihao is foreverrr mocking about my Pipa. Lol.
I wasn't there for practically all the games they prepared, as there was this Amath class every morning from Mon-Wed as well. So the schedule throughout that 3days was Amath class till 12nn, then CO Camp. It's like staying in the school's hostel lah. And I think it feels good lo. Hahaha.
Well, one of the highlights was the Music Exchange with WGSCO and MCO at Woodgrove Sec during the first evening of the camp. It's my first time inside the Woodgrove Sec campus, and I find the location a very peaceful one lah. Haha.
Alright, the 3 CO took our turn to play the Song of Cicada, and our own choice piece. I was feeling nervous lah........ Guess its because I'm not at a place that I'm familiar with uh :S MSLCO must really work harder man! Jiayou jiayou! Had refreshments too, I swear their food was really so much than our school's. Hahahahahaa.
We were then splitted into our own sections. I finally saw Liu Yen lao shi, despite hearing her name for so many times. Hahaha. Had a slight comparison with WGSCO's Pipa, and Liu Yen laoshi said WGSCO's Pipa players are like ''fairies landing on the mortal world'', whereas MSLCO's Pipa players are like ''Mongolians coming down from the top of a mountain''. LOLLL! Cos we're rather aggressive players uh. Gotta be more gentle already man. Lols!
Lastly, had a mass combined with all the 3 CO for the Song of Cicada, really alotta people lah! Quite shiok lah. The amount of Dizi was really terrifying. Lols! Made friend with a WGSCO pipa player, she's from the same CCA as me when we're in primary school! Hahahah. Lastly we all took a group photo. Wonder where can I get these photos lo.
Took some photos.
Oh, my spine can go from only crooked for 6degrees back to 27degrees cos of this pig.
Pretty Chang and never-shower-cos-at-camp me.
During the 2nd Night, there was this activity named ''Twinkle Twinkle Lil Star''. Was really wondering what the hell this is, until Hui Hong senior came and told us loads of ghost stories. It's just like ''Haunted Mansion'' during my lower sec CO camp. Lols. There were some peeps that was really freaked out uh :OMany seniors came. So yeah, we were divided into groups to go around the dark & freaky school to solve some problems. Lols. As usual, some CMCs were disguised as ghosts to walk around. Lols. Blabla, after the game there's this Star-Gazing session, whereby we all gathered at the Central Square to just watch the stars and sang ''Twinkle Twinkle Lil Star'', lols it's kinda sweet lah.
Had some sectional practices. Guess MSLCO really gotta emphasize on our discipline. Wtf man. It's SYF and you can see people relaxing and walking around without practicing, and even playing. Some may be extra complacent due to their great standard. Hello? SYF is a whole orchestra thing, not your solo competition uh. The attitude just sucks uh.
Don't think I remembered much of the camp already uh. Lols. So yeah, those were just some highlights of the camp :D
17th March, Friday. Went out to have my ''Pre-Birthday Celebration'' with Partel. Lol didn't expect anything like that though. Met P at City Hall and headed to Marina Square to catch the movie: The Mall Cop. Quite a nice show towards the end uh. The front part was rather boring. Hahaha. But yeah, enjoyed it :]
Went to Mad Jack Cafe for an early dinner. Hahaha. The food is really nice man. Recommended :D
Awww, cookie monstar.
OREO CHEESECAKE! :D
Sunday, 19th March:
This day was fun, thanks to 2nd bro lah! :D
This day was fun, thanks to 2nd bro lah! :D
Dad borrowed Uncle's lorry for that morning. Eldest bro didn't join cos he's workinggg. First, we went to ''sweep-tomb'' at around Choa Chu Kang. Then back home to fetch Doggie to the vet. Saw a car accident while heading to our destination. Bought iBet for that car's number, and Mum [i think] won $60 from it. Lolll.
Man, think I saw many car accidents for that period of time lo.
Man, think I saw many car accidents for that period of time lo.
My fattttt plus kental 2nd brother, and Dad!
Looks like my bro's strangling my dog yeah??
My dog has got the smile of the Joker in the Dark Knight movie lah omg.
Okay, much cuter xD
*Jump jump jump!*25th March, Wednesday!
Had an advanced birthday celebration with some peep at my all-time favourite: Ajisen! That day's meal was extra yummy as it's Gerald's treat! [Kaileng shared the treat too!] Thank you guys! :D Wanna thank you guys for turning up that day despite of the hectic schedule in school lah! It's fun it's fun :D
Kaileng, me, Kyrene, Xiangrong, Shannon, Lionel and Gerald!
[picture koped from Gerald's blog fyi]
This is the picture that made all of us laugh like crazy lah.
Shall not do any further elaborations :x
Hahahahahahahaha (:
Kaileng, eat more eat more hor! Aiyo..
Hello, Mao Ze Dong!
Eh Kaileng, can be more enthu when taking pictures or not??
Hahah!
Shannie, your candid photos never disappoint us.
26th March, Thursday!
Yayayay it's my actual birthday xD Thank you guys for the gifts, thank you guys for the wishes, thank you some CO peeps for playing the Birthday song with your instruments! :D Hahahaha so sweet of you guys lo. After CO intensive, went Pastamania with Suchang, Peiqun and Yueting to have a nice dinner!
Once again, it's an extremely yummy dinner cos it's free for me again :X Thank you Suchang and Yueting! Haha. And also thank you to you, Alicia! Super shocked that you shared the treat too :D Ms Ng and Ms Baey was at Pastamania too, with some ex-MSL students I think? Haha.
Thank you Partel, Munteng and Yusheng for surprising me. Lol. Seriously it took me quite some time to notice you guys standing there. Haha! Yeah, thank you Dearie for being there too. Alsooo, thank you Dearie for the appear-at-house-door surprise! :D Ahaha.
Aww....
27th March, Friday!
Head to Fareast with Shwellen Hong and Ah Ong eh. It's been sooooo long since the 3 of us met up. Guess I'm still the most guai one lo :X Hahaha!
Head to Fareast with Shwellen Hong and Ah Ong eh. It's been sooooo long since the 3 of us met up. Guess I'm still the most guai one lo :X Hahaha!
Was really into zooming this picture below.
The lady on the most left was really freaky if you were to just zoom to her head and hair lo. Lols.
Aiya.
Reached Fareast, ate Han's! Yummy lah. Head to the rooftop aftermath.
This crazy neighbour of mine.
ALLATEKAL GUI LOL LOL.
Soon, Ah Ong's friends came, and Sharon & I continued shopping. Bought 2 dresses and I love it lah. So pretty :D Walk walk for awhile more, and head back to Woodlands aftermath. We are always silly when we're out with each other lah. Lols. Meet up soon, Swellen!28th March, Saturday.
Went to Mayflower Primary to support Andika for his Taekwondo Tournament. Though he lost, but his opponent was the previous tournament champion, and it's still a really close match! So yeah, I think Andika's not bad, he's got good defence skills :D
Andika showing us his teeth guard or something lah. Lols.
Andika and his opponent bowinggg [duh]
I'm muscular also lo okkkkkkkkk. Can fight with Andika already :O
Kungfu Pandadadadadadadadadada.
29th March, Sunday!It was a KICKASS trip to Sentosa together with Angelyn Dearie that day! Probabhly because we both had never went out for such trip before and I'm really a sua ku like what Dearie said? Lol! And yeah, didn't expect us to be such popular peeps that day! Lolol.
Went to have a teabreak at Vivo's Toastbox and I was sooo fascinated by the delicated design of the whole entire place! Everything's so back to the time when Singapore wasn't so developed. Super heartwarming kinda feeling that it's giving me lah.
We both head to the beach first when we reached Sentosa. Strolled along the beach like those typical romance shows, and sat down to chat our hearts out. That's sweet, that's totally sweet yo!
See, sua ku face.
Oily face + a little bit of fear before taking the Skyride.
Ok lah, the view was really beautiful lo :D
Before taking the LUGE! :D 
Look like Christmas yeah? Hahaha.
Waiting for the tram to go to another beach, forgot the name of the beach lah!Eh eh eh uncle, look what look huh.
On the tram! :D
Dearie, is that the ugliest you can go??
And here we are, the ''Southernmost Point of Asia Continent''! :DIt's like a small island connected by a long bridge from the beach, and on the small island, there's nothing but pavillions to watch the scenery. Romantic place uh! :D
Head back to Vivo for another Toastbox meal aftermath. Lol. It's nice lah that place.
The person that has got almost the same personality as me. Haha.
You're welcomed, Dearie! :D
[cos I gave her gifts for her birthday, which is only 2 days after mine :D]
Let's go Sentosa again some other day! xD
Sigh! Limited facial expression uh, this person :x
Phew! Finally done with an entry that has been dragged for 2 weeks, I supposed? And still so many to update on! Stay tuned hor.
By the way, spoke at the podium today during Morning Assembly. Was really really hell nervous while waiting for our turn, but when we're up there, I found myself feeling so comfortable speaking. Guess because I saw familiar faces? Hahaha. Well, great experience yo! :D
Oh my, it's finally SYF tmr. After sucha long time preparing for it, really hope it would be a good result that we'll be attaining man. Thank you guys, for those who gave their well wishes :] And damn, after SYF we'll be stepping down already, I really don't feel like doing so, but I have no choice either :(
Something totally random.
